Therapy
Open door, closed door
Same place each week
Share what is deep down
Someone who listens to me
Connection is vital to healing
Kindness and empathy, thank you
I try to embrace all that is said
Gremlins don't allow, so sorry
Vulnerable within the four walls
Time is up, I must leave
Back to being alone
No one to lean on
What does it take to believe
Back and forth talk ends too soon
Internal tears flow freely afterwards
Only temporary safe place
Lost, what should I do
Words don't always explain
Between the cracks, looking up
Trapped in my struggling mind
Time drifts by as I think
Ruminate, round and round
Rituals steal hours from me
Give me back my sanity
Falling down the hole
Deeper into the ground
Light is getting dimmer
Reach out, I need help
Life is good, why do I suffer
Stomach wrenched, pain
Anxious, who really knows me
Too complicated, many directions
Heaviness of soul, hopeless of heart
Help me know you care, I'm broken
Love is as necessary to life as breath
Where is my self-love, stop the voices
Hide behind the mask, who am I
Without illness, would I exist
Held down with chains of fear
Why does loneliness infiltrate me
Other people live their lives
I observe, I dream, I wish
Will tomorrow be any different
Back to the four walls